I got a poem today! It's my first e-mail for yonks! Thanks Ellibelli. Personally I can't write poetry...I have wrote many but they aren't any good! The only poem I have ever taken time to write is two pages long but I'll post it here and hope you won't flame me! Megan read it and said it was a tale of a love doomed from the start. God, that girls been reading to much romance books, I'll tell you that! You should see her room, she's got a bookshelf dedicated to romance novels. She picks up loads of hints from them though...none of them never seemed to work.

My VERY crappy poem(You die of boredom two thirds through.):

Keep me happy when I am sad,

Give me light when all is dark,

Give me courage when all is lost,

Give me strength when I am weak,

I’ve been saved by your smile,

So many times,

Lost in the depth of your watery eyes,

And though a tear may drop,

We’ll never give in,

To me it doesn’t matter what you’ve done,

But I’ll try to stop you making the mistakes I made,

You always said I was the only one for you,

But when he walked back into your life,

You were gone by the next morning,

You begged me to marry you,

You followed me everywhere,

But I was ignorant,

I was blind,

I could not see,

I could not feel,

I could not imagine,

That losing you would feel this way,

So now I’m on my own,

And though I have cried a thousand tears,

There are no more tears to cry,

I thought I was a lone soul,

Wild and free,

But now it is hollow,

Cold and empty,

I never knew you were the key to my life,

Never even thought about a day,

Without you by my side,

I can’t believe,

I was such a fool,

How can this World?,

Take so much away from me,

One minute I am a happy heart,

The next lying empty and broken,

Why have you chosen to do this to me?,

After all this time,

I thought I knew you,

But here I am,

And that is not the case,

I thought I knew you,

I thought you loved me,

You swore an oath,

To forever love and protect me,

To sell you soul to me,

Maybe if he had not come,

Not come out of the shadows and whisked you away,

Maybe I would have told you I loved you,

One last time,

One first time,

Would things be different?,

Would you still have left me?,

Alone in this cruel and hollow place,

This world seems dead without you,

Yet things continue,

I get up every-morning,

And I stare at your photo,

Of me and you on the beach,

You were smiling,

You were always smiling with me,

I thought you were happy,

I didn’t know you were sad,

I didn’t know how you felt,

Felt torn and open and a searing pain inside,

Not cured by any doctor,

But cured by my heart and yours,

Joined in an eternity,

I can’t believe I didn’t notice,

I spent so much time lying awake in bed,

Staring at the ceiling,

Asking why you left me,

I loved you then,

And its going to be so hard to let you go,

I can’t believe I was so blind,

Wrapped up so much in my own troubles that you meant nothing to me,

I couldn’t see that you were acting so strangely,

Couldn’t see that you were struggling so much to tell me the truth,

But I ignored you,

And I heard you crying at night,

Through the wall in my room but it just passed over my head,

You were always so cheerful,

Always so bright,

There wasn’t a moment in your presence,

That didn’t make me light up inside,

I can’t believe,

How I never told you,

How much you meant to me,

So caught up in myself I never got round to it,

I’m so sorry,

And I really mean it this time,

I’ve lied to you before,

But you always just took it in your stride and laughed,

I can’t believe how much you meant to me,

I can’t believe how much I cried afterwards,

But now I know,

You wouldn’t want me to worry for you,

You just wanted me to care,

And I do,

I do so much,

And I can’t believe I let you go,

I’m sorry I never got a chance,

To make your dreams come true,

I knew I didn’t have to dream about you love,

But time was snatched away from us,

I’ll miss you,

Every single day,

I’ll miss your singing in the morning,

I’ll miss your home-cooked meals,

I’ll miss the way you chased me,

And the way you hugged me from behind,

But most of all,

I’ll miss the way you make me feel,

Each and every single day.

Hi everyone! The summer holidays are here! Have fun whatever you do and just overall enjoy them!

No-one actually has e-mailed me since the first week...

Sazzels